I feel trapped in his love, this love I feel and what he feels.
The urge to know the sensation one brings you and at the same time trying to escape it.
Feeling on edge when its not around, but I appreciate the preference of having my own company. How can a soul effect me so deeply.
Different worlds I enter and he somehow does not disappear.
I want to go crazy sometimes, smash my surroundings… for his soul to have got into mine, how is it possible. I can’t escape.
Why do I make it such a problem? Why do I allow his energy to arouse me and make love to me and then i’m fighting his being – i’m trying to run but I cannot.
There’s a mystery in it all but I see myself as someone in whom no one can get into. . where my lonely parts are calming and secretive. In this place I cultivate myself, but where someone has been subtle in their approach to enter it, it has caused me to be some what weaker but yet strong.
I cannot deny the powerful connection I feel towards him, deep down I think my firm hold on love itself is so deep that sharing it with another would make me lose control, and it surely has.
No one has reached where he has reached with me, no one has had that capacity to do so.
He is a Divine King that has swept into my chambers, and kissed my neck slowly awaking my chakra’s to his masculine touch. I am stilled. . . what more can I say.
For to say i’m insane would be politically correct, I have found my inner sanity even in the blur of thunder and storms – yet still his essence continually reassures me, it continues to make me know that he is the lead.
Sharing this love in the spiritual realms of ecstasy and being taken out of my self with him – surely no other human could carress me so.
Is this love on my mind or in my spirit?
Whichever one it has completely taken over my soul, and lifted me into imaginations unexplainable!
Is he exploring me?
The In’s and Out’s of this all has made a home in me.
Like I said,
‘I’m just a strange young lady living in a silhoutte world’